Sunday, November 30, 2008

There are no ends but rather changes

This space has been quite comforting for me but, perhaps, it's time to move on. I've always had a terrible habit of deleting online journals after I'm done with them. Discarding all trace of whatever thoughts and brain farts I've had as trash. For a new resolution, though, I will be keeping this one for posterity's sake. Hopefully some chemically fucked up and sexually confused boy might find comfort in these posts someday.
I'm not done with the Illustrados yet. This space has only given me the courage and opportunity to start writing all those characters that have long resided in my head. There is so much more to be told about them. So many other characters that has yet to be introduced. The truth about Adrian's death has to be revealed. He didn't kill himself. No man (or woman) killed him either. It happened by a very unfortunate chance, a hamartia brought about by a sudden change of heart. Maybe someday, I will start a blog solely dedicated to them, when I've managed to piece out their emotions and sorted their sordid lives. Perhaps, also mine.
For the meantime, I'll be keeping another space with much lighter baggages elsewhere.

2 comments:

  1. Heavy or light baggages, I hope you'll share that other space with trusted friends.

    And oh, get rid of THAT terrible habit. =)

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  2. Don't worry, CW. The moment I put up that space, you will be one of the first ones to know.

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